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Jun. 14th, 2004 @ 11:07 pm
yet another one
this time for good


if you were to add it, i would be very happy

Jun. 13th, 2004 @ 10:37 pm

the final thing [no i don't do this in my spare time.. it's for school]

Jun. 13th, 2004 @ 08:23 pm
[08:15:53] Steven: ive been playing the sims
[08:15:55] Steven: for ps2
[08:16:06] Steven: started last night at like 8
[08:16:13] Me: it's hard on ps2 huh?
[08:16:14] Steven: cant stop...dad kicked me off
[08:16:19] Steven: ya it is prtty hard
[08:16:31] Steven: doing the "get a life"
[08:16:31] Me: you don't really build... just control lives
[08:16:43] Steven: well u can do the neighborhood
[08:16:48] Me: oh
[08:17:01] Steven: i think u have to unlock it but its right in the beginning
[08:17:05] Me: oh
[08:17:06] Me: ok
[08:17:08] Me: i don't know
[08:17:13] Me: i tried on steve's once
[08:17:32] Steven: i moved into my 3rd house now, but my roomate doesnt do anything
[08:17:45] Steven: im supposed to throw alot of parties
[08:17:48] Steven: at the house
[08:17:48] Me: stupid lazy people
[08:17:51] Me: nice
[08:17:59] Me: are you in college
[08:18:02] Steven: and find a better roomate at the party after i gain [popularity
[08:18:09] Steven: lol
[08:18:14] Me: ok i'm not interested anymore
[08:18:20] Steven: lol
[08:18:23] Me: lol
[08:18:26] Steven: no i have a job
[08:18:27] Me: what finals tomorrow?
[08:18:32] Me: in the game?
[08:18:33] Steven: i started as a daredevil person
[08:18:40] Me: oh ok lol
[08:19:01] Steven: now im promoted to a professional snowboarder/skater/motocross/s
[08:19:06] Steven: lol
[08:19:08] Me: very nice
[08:19:20] Steven: takes forever to get promoted tho
[08:19:25] Steven: u have to keep the guys happy
[08:19:28] Steven: and thats really hard
[08:19:41] Me: steven... i really don't care anymore
[08:19:45] Steven: i no
[08:19:50] Me: haha
[08:19:51] Steven: but if i cant
[08:19:53] Steven: play it
[08:19:58] Steven: its better to tlk about it
[08:19:59] Steven: haha
[08:20:03] Me: loser

the bandwagon is rolling fast Jun. 10th, 2004 @ 11:01 pm
1. Who are you and what do I call you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet (tell the story if there is one)?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Jun. 10th, 2004 @ 09:26 pm
NOSE: ian
ElBOW: ian
CHIN: iazn
FEET: iasnh
BACK OF YOUR HAND: 98im azqnm bjnj
PALM: iuaqnm
MOUSE: iaqhn
WRIST: iksdan bm
Other entries
» vocab anyone?
Unit 13

Antipathy- A strong dislike, hostile feeling
Applicable- capable of being applied, relevant, suitable
Asset- Something of value, a resource, an advantage
Beset- To attack from all sides, to surround, hem in
Compassion- Sympathy for anothers suffering, pity.
Decorum- Proper behavior
Duress- Compulsion by threat, forcible confinement
Exuberant- High-spirited, enthusiastic, unrestrained, excessive, abundant.
Facsimile- An exact copy
Imbibe- To drink
Implacable- Not to be satisfied or pacified, unyielding
Infinitesimal- So small as to be almost immeasurable
Innocuous- Harmless, inoffensive, insignificant
Militate- To have effect or force on or against someone or something
Patent- Exclusive rights over an invention, copyright.
Prowess- Distinguished bravery, superior skill or ability
Sedate- Quiet, settled, sober
Stentorian- Extremely loud
Stipulate- To arrange specifically, to require as a condition of agreement
Ultimatum- A final proposal or statement of conditions

Unit 14

Alacrity- A cheerful readiness, brisk and eager action
Alleviate- To relieve, make more b earable
Antithesis- The direct opposite, a sharp contrast
Appall- To fill with dismay or horror
Bellicose- Warlike in manner or temperament, quarrelsome
Disparage- To belittle, speak slightingly of, to undervalue
Dissonant- Not in harmony, disagreeing, at odds
Droll- Amusingly odd
Edict- An order issued by someone in authority
Elucidate- To clarify, explain
Laud- To praise
Loll- To act in a lazy manner, lounge, to recline, droop
Loquacious- Talkative, wordy, fond of talking
Magnanimous- Generous in forgiving, above small meannesses
Mandatory- Required, obligatory
Nondescript- Ordinary, not outstanding, not easily classified
Phlegmatic- Slow-moving, sluggish, unemotional
Rescind- To repeal, cancel
Vivacious- Lively, sprightly, full of energy
Whet- To sharpen, make keen or eager

Unit 15

Abrasive- Causing irritation, harsh, grinding or wearing down, a substance used to smooth
Acclimate- To adapt to a new climate, environment, or situation
Chagrin- Irritation or humiliation caused by disappointment
Complacent- Self-satisfied, overly content
Concur- To express agreement, approve
Defamation- Slander or libel
Explicate- To make plain or clear, explain, to interpret
Fracas- A noisy quarrel or brawl
Grotesque- Unnatural, distorted, bizarre
Pandemonium- A wild uproar, din, or commotion
Raucous- Disagreeably harsh sounding, disorderly
Receptive- Open and responsive to ideas or suggestions
Repress- To hold back, to put down or check by force
Reticent- Not inclined to speak, reserved, reluctant
Savory- Tasty, appetizing, pungent or salty, not sweet, inoffensive, respectable
Somnolent- Sleepy, drowsy, inducing sleep
Vehement- Intense, forceful, powerful
Voluble- Characterized by a ready flow of words, glib, fluent
Zealous- Eager, earnest, devoted

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look what ian started to make

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uhh i got confused. i didn't know that the writing notebook included everything from througought the year.. so yeah.

if anyone could possibly tell me everything that is in it i would greatly appreciate it

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lettertomyself's LJ stalker is lalababe!
lalababe is stalking you because another friend of yours told them you liked them. They are also slowly poisoning you!

LiveJournal Username:

LJ Stalker Finder
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» is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry
If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone
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surfing today. steven came.

the almighty stevo wiping out

my board went crazy, so i fell. the fins hit me in the face on that one

together, it's alright

pretty good for me, but look at steven

anyway, it was a pretty good day surfing wise, the waves were messed up but we had fun.

oh there was this kid, about my age. he was pretty good, and when i'd paddle back out, he'd be on a wave and come right next to my face, then cut back and spray right in my face and sneer. anyway, he did that a few times, and i just laughed at him because something always happens to the jerks. as soon as we get out, the idiot loses his board, and since he didn't use a leash, it went all the way to the rocks and got completely torn up. we were was laughing so hard. he looked at me and sulked away.
justice prevails


» and i condemned patheticism
ok, so my sister comes back from her senior trip around 10 tonight, and is like, "ian i have my yearbook". so i ditch hw and look at the whole thing. it took 45 minutes, and every page i looked at made me feel even worse.

in the 3 pictures that i'm in [including the one that everyone gets], all of them bring back a bad memory. either that or it's just a stupid picture..

i want to be something.. to be memorable.. i want to remember myself

or do i..

maybe this is good, that i won't be able to look back at that book and think about who i was.. because honestly, i'm ashamed

just too many mistakes

i need summer.. the closer and closer i get to it, the more i want it. at the beginning of the year i couldn't imagine not coming to school everyday, i wanted summer to be fake. now i just need to get away

but at the same time... there's a remnant of me in that place.. my heart

i need next year to be awesome. this year was a learning experience. it's sucks that my first year in school would have to be the most important for my friendships. because, well i killed too many relationships before they even got started

i just want to make an impact.. on something.. anything.. i want to feel like this year wasn't just....

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just kidding... well not really

LIVEJOURNALS ARE TERRIBLE [if used improperly.. which in 90% of the times they are]

they provide a window for patheticism, unrivaled animosity, and most of all, drama

the patheticism one aggravates me the most. you just want some people to quit whining sometimes

i apologize, though this entry is directed to no one in particular

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i'm getting bored with livejournals
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extremely good bands:

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pe: played baseball. did well with 1 double, 1 triple, 1 homerun, and five catches in center.
computer graphics: did cw #14 because the night before i was up until 2 editing our english video
geometry: started loci, and i got kinda lost
religion: bible jeopardy. my row almost won with the lowest score. chris morris's answer to everything was "MORMONISM!!!". he suprisingly did the opposite of his objective of getting negative points numerous times.
spanish: started the photo project. my group is quite interesting. i've got 3 freshman girls, and joe coronado. ha we have so much fun. the first picture was brittany playing basketball, so naturally i had to hold her up while she pretended to slam dunk. though she doesn't weigh much, actually very little, it was extremelely fatiguing. perhaps it was because i had to do it for 5 minutes while lauren and sophie decided how to take the picture. oh, and mrs bogard yelling at us was also quite amusing.
history: did vocab and answered all of mr harts *fill in the blank pause things* while doing so.
english: played the game. i was upset; i knew 90% percent of the other sides questions, but only got 3 of ours. it's a conspiracy

after school samm, katie, and me went to samm's house and watched the fashion show video.

*gummi bears for samm*


bought an adapter to hook up a turntable to my computer so that i can copy my dads old records to cds.

oh and bought the new nfg cd

did alot of other stuff but i don't really care

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i am never doing that again
» soooo good
i'm geting back into our lady peace.
these guys are crazy good
e.g. "not enough"

theres nothing you can say
nothing you can do
nothing in between
you know the truth
nothing left to face
nothing left to lose
nothing takes your place

when they say you're
not that strong
well you're not that weak
its not your fault
when you climb up to that hill
up to your place
i hope you're well
theres nothing left to prove
nothing i won't do
nothing like the pain
i feel for you
nothing left to hide
nothing left to fear
i am always here

what you want
what you lost
what you had
what is gone is over
what you've got
what you love
what you need is real
if it's not enough
its not enough
its not enough im sorry
if it's not enough
its not enough

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anymore good image hosting websites like hpphoto? not photobucket because it sucks. it resizes all my high resolution pictures so that they are tiny. i need my 6 megapixel pictures.

so yeah, any suggestions?

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screwwwwwwww english hw

got back from samm's at 10:45 PM. we filmed two different videos. man this is so messed up. two. nobody liked the first one, and alot of footage was cut off and crap. so yeah, we fixed those scenes then filmed a new one. good job dylan, you're a very good actor guy.

quote of the day *i aint no big buff dude, i a rap singa!* [dylan]
^^gonna be in the video
high stress month. not feeling too super. until... "there you come with a smile that'd send any man to his knees"


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new song on the website


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oh yeah, i've invented a new music genre



» good times in first period pe
how to screw up your leg in 27 simple steps

1. during pe, play football with the football players, and on defense, guard james dagg.
2. go 40 yards into the endzone (the track) and leap into the air and hit the passed ball away.
3. gradually decrease your momentum in the attempt of preventing any slippage from occuring.
4. also attempt not to make any sudden turns because you'll fall really hard
5. avoid the concrete gutter running between the fence and track
6. completely disregard steps 3, 4, and 5
7. in concurrence with step 6, ignore the dirt on the concrete, and the steep angle of the gutter.
8. also, make a drastic turn once you place your foot on the gutter
9. fall extremely hard onto the corner of the gutter with your knee/leg
10. get up quick and run back to the line
11. run the next play
12. see the ball in the air and jump up towards it
13. notice that you're downward motion is propelling you back to earth and an unsettling rate
14. see a large person approaching your legs
15. have your legs cast out from underneath you
16. land on the same leg as before
17. get up and see that you have blood on your pants
18. say "i wonder what that came from"
19. notice your leg is covered with blood
20. ****keep playing football
21. continue on to the next classes
22.don't listen to your teachers insist that you have it fixed
23. go home and notice that it's infected
24. go back to school the next day
25. repeat steps 23 and 24 for 2 more days until it turns yellow
26. put a bandaid over it
27. ****play football again

(**** annotates the most important steps)

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made an icon from the video of yesterday. lol

[me headbanging to "burn burn" by lostprophets]

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its ok dont apologise,
you dont know what your striving for,
you never seem to try.
its too early, go live your life,
keep on moving, its time to....
now its time to...

^^another great song to jump around screaming to

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5 pages of history
5 pages of crap
it's 2:00 am
i still have english
good morning

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they made a mistake on my report card... i have my a back in computer graphics

now all i have to do is get an a again in english. i don't get it... i had an a last progress report, and i got a's on EVERYTHING in that class... but a c on one test. can that drop my grade to a b? [not even b+... just b]

kind of annoying [no i won't quit whining]

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now that we're one now
softly whispers saving grace 6:19 as i awake
and stronger than last year
my eyes closed
stars can see me
stars will meet me on the ground
on the ground

summer is gone and winter is never too far now
and my poor arms outstretched so long that my bones are now breaking
but there you come with a smile that'd send any man to his knees
and I feel i've begun now that we're one now
you graciously add to
i graciously add you to my heart
to my heart

summer is gone, and winter is never too far now
and my poor arms outstretched so long that my bones are now breaking
but there you come with a smile that'd send any man to his knees
and I feel i've begun now that we're one now
now that we're one now

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tiny voices

make things harder

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would my life be different if i said yes...
» not a poem
i want to escape
i want to go somewhere
and not come back
i want to lie down on a hill
and stare at the sky
i want to be less constrained
by schedules and parental plans
i want to be able to go
anywhere, whenever i want
i want to spend some time
with her and nobody else
i want to see what we're to be
will this last forever
i want to do things that seem impossible
to outlast those who outlast me
i want to do what i'm intended to
i want to feel

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it says hold on and take this ride
and set aside
memories of all the times
when you collide
then you'll leave me here to die
heres the things i meant
but never said

it says sit back and take the time
to lose your mind
and find out what its like to die
so wheres my spine
when its time to give an obvious and simple reason why
i wont write again

what do you see
when you look at me
do you take me for a fool

so what makes you play this game
with results always the same
and nothing but bad reputations to gain
it speaks to me like all is fine
and i could cry
from all the bends and breaks that i
took this time
when happiness is based on lies
its so hard its too hard to tell the truth

what do you see
when you look at me
do you take me for a fool
this fool is through

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i find this disturbing.. i do an image search for my name on google, and this is what i get.
imitation ianCollapse )

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i'm not feeling the whole writing thing lately...
perhaps it's a slump
and why did someone in florida add me
the thought intrigues me

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